Have you looked at a marriage and thought “If I was treated
like that I’d leave!” You wonder how
that person can put up with that kind of treatment. As I tell the stories of everything that led
up to my marriage ending I’m sure there are a lot of people who will wonder why
I stayed so long. What kept me with
him? I can’t give anyone a clear answer
other than “I wasn’t ready.”
I wasn’t ready to be the sole working parent supporting my
kids and the only person responsible for them on a daily basis.
I wasn’t ready to deal with hanging curtains, fixing the
dryer, adding transmission fluid to the car, or fixing my daughter’s bed that
is falling apart.
I wasn’t ready to be the only person who took sick kids to
the doctor…and OMG, what if I’m the one
who is sick???
I wasn’t ready to be the sole cook and bottle washer in the
house. I hate being the only one who
nags the kids to clean after themselves and their cats.
Oh spiders…I hate spiders…I wasn’t ready to be the only
spider killer in the house!
I’m still not ready to date but I wasn’t ready to say that being
single and celibate is better than living in a miserable marriage.
It took a LONG time for me to be ready.
Now each day I wake up and feel free…because I was ready.
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